Sunday, July 09, 2006

I’m leeeaving, on a jet plane …

Off again.

I’m restless. I’m jittery. I don’t know what I want. I can’t even sit down and write a decent blog entry. My life is fine. Hamdilla. But I’m not. I don’t know what I want. But I know something is missing and I know I can’t have it. Does that make sense? I’m all out of sorts and I can’t seem to fix it. I miss having certain people in my life. I think they’ve left a void. No, I know they have. Thinking about it now makes me feel bad, which makes me think perhaps that’s what it’s all about.

Anyway, what’s all this feeling talk ay? Blagh.. I promised I wont backspace.. and it feels good/odd to share.



I think I’ve written about everything under the sun and I’m absolutely out of it… So I think I’ll go enjoy Beirut, come back in a few weeks, and see if I still want to keep this thing.

Cheers. ' :) '

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10 Comments:

We all do feel lost sumtimes... And it's ok to share it ;)
Go to Beirut, have a blast, and tell us all about the cute guyz... Mentioning guyz, there is this STUNNING guy in the Movenpick's marina...He's simply 'The Perfect Model'... Go say hi for me & enjoy ;p

By  $uper MO, at 08 July, 2006 18:33  

Enjoy your trip, dearie.
I hope you won't feel so lost when you're back :)

By  Anonymous, at 09 July, 2006 02:09  

now you listen to me missy.. *i have a very serious look on my face btw* not keeping this blog is not an option.. i'm afraid you got too many of us hooked on it.. and you can't do that to us.. so like super mo said.. go to beirut.. have a blast and tell her about all the cute guys over there.. lol..

but on a serious note.. yeah.. it sucks when you feel something is missing and there isn't anything you can do about it.. i hope you feel better soon and find what you are looking for.. *hugs, boxes of chocolate, and toothpaste*

By  frogman, at 09 July, 2006 05:27  

I thought the older we get, easy decision making would be part of the package. Oh well, I do too have no idea what I'm doing. I'm letting fate carry me to which ever places it needs me to be. I won't complain.

Oh have a splendid trip dear. :]

By  N.A., at 10 July, 2006 12:29  

Enjoy Beirut to the max babe.

By  Sedna, at 10 July, 2006 16:31  

"My life is fine. Hamdilla. But I’m not. I don’t know what I want. But I know something is missing and I know I can’t have it. Does that make sense?"
- everybody feels that way sometimes...
- enjoy beirut (not that I need to remind you)
.. and, if you even think about "not keeping this thing", you'll be upsetting a lot of avid readers. I say stay.

By  confused arab chick, at 10 July, 2006 23:48  

I dont usually do this, but not having my weekly fix of your blog is starting to get the teeniest bit frustrating. But hey, enjoy your holiday ok

By  illogicist, at 11 July, 2006 14:05  

k, so a fun vacation in beirut is looking less and less likely.

i assume, and hope, you are already on your way to Syria-

salam

By  confused arab chick, at 13 July, 2006 08:56  

Hope ur O.K.!

By  Nouph, at 13 July, 2006 22:42  

hey. ur back in saudi right? wela syria??

By  Sedna, at 16 July, 2006 15:12  

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