Sunday, January 13, 2008

MOVED

Moved to Trevelyana.wordpress.com

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

Indian Spirit

Indian Spirit Rain Dance

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Friday, December 15, 2006

Crabs are monogamous. They can lose their mate, for years even, then they find each other again, and they join one other again.. claw in claw.

I've lost my crab. I never had him.

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I've never felt so empty. Or if I have, I don't remember. I miss my friends, the way I used to be with them, I miss me. I wonder if she's gone for good. I miss laughing so much it hurts. I miss being surrounded by true friends and not fillers, I miss being completely comfortable and dancing like no one's watching. I miss crying. I miss caring about something enough to cry. I miss being alive.
I miss listening to a good song, and feeling like it's about me. I miss kissing someone and feeling the passion. I miss running my hand through his hair.

For once in my life, I hate my drive. I hate my ambition. I almost resent getting this.

What have I done? I never wanted to be jaded.
Isn't it ironic? everyone wants life without pain. Pain's there for a reason, keeps us vital.


What have I done.

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